Why I'm Happily Hopeful

I've come to realize something:

I'm not like other people. 

I know what you're thinking, "WOW. Seems like she should have figured that out by now." Hear me out for a minute.

Since January, I've been sharing my love for Younique makeup and skincare. I know, now you think I'm REALLY crazy. Since joining the ranks of other Younique presenters, I've learned that so many women are willing to help you make your journey successful. There are SO many resources for those just beginning to those who rank highest in the company. I seriously love it!

That said, sometimes there is a lot of pressure to be like other women, and I'll admit, most of that pressure is put on by me. "Be more fun, be more energetic, be silly, PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE," they say. And being an introvert, that scares the living daylights out of me! 

Over about the past month or two, I've been feeling very overwhelmed with it all. As someone who often struggles with anxiety and depression, it is not easy being in this business. I find it hard to be fun and energetic in front of people. 

A couple of weeks ago, I had a friend mention starting a blog. I thought about it for a moment, and wondered what I could possibly have to share. I've always wanted to inspire and uplift others, but never sure about how to do it. Eventually I pushed the idea to the back of my mind. 

The other day (I know, long story, sorry) I was watching a training video, and the woman presenting the training was EXTREMELY energetic and LOUD. Her voice was deafening. While he content she was presenting was helpful, I just could not listen to it. 

I put down my phone, frustrated, and said out loud, "Why do I have to be loud to be successful?!"

It hit me.

I DON'T HAVE TO BE LOUD. 

I don't have to be fun. I don't have to be energetic.

THAT IS NOT ME. 

I am quiet. I am gentle. I am a good listener. I am loving. I am emotional. I am vulnerable. 

So why have I been trying to be something that I am not?

Me in that moment: *internal screaming from joy*

I do not have to be what I'm not!!!

So now, I realize that I can share what I love AND inspire others by simply being... ME. 

And now, you and I are here. I happily hope I can inspire you through my thoughts, all while sharing what I love to do: MAKEUP!

Happy and Hopeful are two of my favorite colors of cream eyeshadow! I love the color combo of the matte grey and shimmery pink. But that's not all I love about them. 

Their names!

I used to be hopeful that I would someday be really successful by working on being more energetic and entertaining. Now I see that being happy with who I am and still hopeful that I can be successful!

This makeup look was inspired by my feelings. 

Eyes: 

Happy and Hopeful cream eyeshadows, Brassy from Palette 1, Peppy from Palette 2, Irate from Palette 3 mixed with Rose Water

Epic Mascara and 3D Fiber Lashes +

Face:

Mineral Liquid Foundation in Velour, Skin Perfecting Liquid Concealer in Velour and Scarlett, Beachfront Bronzer in Sunset, à la mode Powder Luminizer in Benevolent

Lips:

Pouty Lip Liner, Upscale Opulence Lip Stick, Hottie Lip Plumper

I hope you continue to follow in my journey as I learn how to be inspiring in my own way!

xoxo,

Delsy